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Realizations after more than 2 months.
I just wanna have faith in my abilities and believe in myself.
I wanna remind myself always that I am good and I can do things. There are times that I felt like I’m crumbling when tough things come but I wanna be strong and tell myself that I can do this and I will learn from this.
There are times that I miss out to do some things. Sometimes I feel like this is a tough industry, hotel and department that I have entered to. There’s so much pressure and stress involved. People are demanding and you have to keep up with it.
Sometimes I felt like quitting even though I just started but I don’t wanna put all of these things to waste. I have to do this. I have to remind myself that I’m lucky to have this job in this hotel.
I am good and I should focus on what I can do instead of comparing myself to others. I wanna bring back that attitude of not worrying too much about work. My life does not revolve around it. It’s just a part of it.
I wanna do my job to the best of my abilities, and attitude.
I wanna be efficient. I should focus and I can do this. I dont wanna affect myself too much of the pressure because it doesn’t help.
At the end of the day, when I go to bed, I wanna leave everything at the workplace and have time for myself, for my friends and family. I wanna sleep with a smile on my face with a sign of fulfillment.
